So Much....So Little

So trying to balance all of the sides of my life is so not easy.  I continue to find myself with the drowning sensation, which I do not like at all.  I think I am on my way out, or up or whatever only to find that the road simply disappears.  I have tried to just hand it over but that is a task I simply have not been able to master yet.  I know that I will get there though.  Each trial has a lesson to be learned and I am working on giving Him the wheel. 

A Little Help

So I have been feeling slightly overwhelmed and I needed a way to back up and regroup.  I was glad that it was Wednesday because that means Mass, and what better place then church to go for a little help.
Spending the morning with Jesus and the boys definitely put me in a better place.  While I do not feel 100% sure of what is happening I do feel more in control and that alone is a great feeling.  Maybe because I handed it over and actually put God in control.  That is something that is not as easy to do as it sounds, but I am learning.